The last two weeks have been a bit hard for me, but I feel back to normal today. And I just wanted to post a little bit about Lyd. She is such a trooper. You couldn't ask for a better sport to be poked and prodded so much as she has lately been. But more than that, I just want her to know how much I love her, so tomorrow I'm going to read this to her.
Lydia, what can I say that will descibe my motherly heart? I love reading you books, I love to watch you crack up at Kipper (I love to watch you laugh period), I love that you are my daughter. When you are frustrated you allow me to help "Calm Yourself". You have calmed me when I feel frustrated. You have taught me how to not use my Angry Mommy voice so much. You obey me...most of the time, and help me out when the toilet paper roll is empty in the bathroom. What more could a mom ask for? You are the best little friend a gal could have.
I love to her you talk. I could (and do) listen to your jabbering all day. I love to here you sing your ABC's. I love braiding your hair.I love it when you say, "oh, yeah" and "I love you too, Mom-O". I love that you love Paul so much. I love that you like to eat fruit so much and I don't even care if you always take the fruit I'm eating first. I love that your eyes turn into half moons when you laugh. I love that you give me your little cheeky smile and expect me to laugh after you tell a joke. I love that you try so hard to speak well and you don't get mad at you when I drill those letters instead of making them fun. I love to hold your hand, I love to squish cheeks. I love that I've been with you for all of your firsts so far. The first time you smiled I would not trade that moment for all the money I could have earned that day. I even love the time we spent the night in the hospital(remember we both hated that Nurse?) with all those electrodes all over your body and scalp and you cried so much that you shook. I remember holding you all night and thanking God that I could be the one to be by your side. I love that you and I love each other. I hope I am always a person you trust and love to be with because I certainly love to be with you. I cherish all the moments I get to be with you, even when you have to sit on time out, or have a melt down over the wrong sippy-cup, or encourage your brother to bathe in the toilet. All those times are nothing to the many more times you bring unbounded love and compassion and true meaning into my life.
You are simply a wonderful girl and I'm glad you are a part of our family.
Love,
Mom